
I don't mind so much. I have Flo and my brothers to help me; all who are also now gray. But the good thing is, we are able to function normally although a bit weak still in our old age even with all of the workouts when we were younger.
My experiment is still going well and soon I will be able to present it to the council.
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Garland |
My surprise helper is Garland. He absolutely loves little Allen. Who knew.
In between feeding babies, he managed to restore power. It was a glorious day! Power and soon to be rain...it was amazing. We could get lights and all sorts of electronic equipment. My secret sanctuary will certainly benefit from the electricity and no longer have to depend on the generator. Think of all the food we can cook now.
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Irving |
Of course, Irving did what he set out to do as well. We can buy and sell our things with no restrictions. If someone needs something, we can order it - online! The internet is back thanks to Garland getting the power going again. You never know how much easier things are with internet access. So all of this is working together nicely. Communication is at an all time high and so much easier.
Flo told Irving and Garland it was time for them to leave home. They had done more than enough and needed to spend their remaining years making the most of it enjoying the new freedoms they helped put in place through their hard work. The two men left leaving Flo as the nanny for my three children. I could have never done it without her help.
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Whitney |
Whitney was soon going to school with her big sister Addison. Flo was always there to see to it that they got their homework done on time and they were fed. She was busy between caring for them and little Allen while they were at school and she never ever complained, not once.
While Florence took care of my babies, I worked hard at my compound. I repaired all the broken equipment and saw to it things were nice and clean.
Thank goodness we had found an untainted water supply underground. I think the clean water, the cleanliness of the compound and the food...oh there was so much great food, is what drew everyone. Everyone helped too. That was amazing.
My kids were growing up so fast and I was missing much of it. It seemed like I came home just to sleep and rarely had time to help Flo take care of any housework much less see to my children's welfare.
I hope they will forgive me. Where have I heard that before? Oh yes, reading these journals. But we can clearly see that the sacrifices the Gentry family has made over the years have helped - right? I mean I am lucid in my old age, we now have electricity, good food, communications, trade, we are stronger than ever before, we have a wonderful library full of information, our kids can go to school. All of this is because of my family. I am proud and I pray that my contribution doesn't fail, because if it does, then I will have failed the Gentry name. Well, everything except producing three awesome children that can pick up the pieces I may leave behind.
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Allen |
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Addison |
Thinking of getting put in charge, I need to decide who will lead the family when I am gone. I know it needs to be Addison, but I worry if she is strong enough. She is in her own fabricated world most of the time. But maybe that is a sign of her genius? One can only hope.
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My compound, I named Gentry Gardens because I thought it might one day be that, was very close to being where I wanted it to be before I presented my plan to council. We housed almost 100 refugees in our numerous buildings.

The main building housed most of the amenities where the folks would come to chill out. We made good use of the water supply in secret. We managed to build a swimming pool and even a heated whirlpool tub. It was a guest favorite.

I spent my time inspecting the grounds and making sure it was clean. It was important to instill a sense of pride in the surroundings. Everything has been so nasty for so long, that seeing things clean was a wake up call for a lot of folks.
But...my favorite part was the food! Such wonderful varieties of food. Everyone raved about it. I loved it for sure. And everyone knew it was a Gentry that made this even possible.
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Whitney |
I was pleased to find that my children were working hard on their education and fitness in spite of my virtual absence in their lives. But the compound is so close to being complete. I just need to get that one last piece finished and then, hopefully it will be worth it.
Soon, my youngest daughter was a teenager. My girls reminded me so much of their father with their blonde hair. And then there was Allen who got my crazy thick black mop of hair, well it used to be black!


It just seems like yesterday that I was their age and having to tell my sister that she cannot ever have children. Thank goodness they don't have to do that.
At least the girls aren't the only ones that work hard on their studies. Allen is all about getting done so he can play.
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Allen |
I can't express how lucky I feel. I am living to see my children into their teen years. Addison is taking on more responsibility helping with meals and it was a total surprise when I looked at my Allen and he was all grown up. I know they will scoff at that. Mom, who is that? I thought Flo was our mother. I am close my children. I will make it better for you so that maybe you can spend time with your children and get to be close to them, but you did have Florence and that was a gift for her since she couldn't have children of her own and I know you love her.

I knew Florence had been teaching them and reading them the journals. All except mine. I told Addison I would let her have mine and she needed to read them. She asked if that meant she could tell Whitney what to do...Maybe I will live a little longer...She is still a bit young, or am I making excuses for her. I certainly can't blame Flo, the blame is all mine if my children are clueless.
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We converted the top floor to an entertainment and work area. It is so nice to have so much room to move around. We have a working television. Well most of the time. The government still restricts the channels. But at least we get some good information. They have an amazing cooking channel.
The first floor has been expanded to include our bedrooms. It is so much better that we don't have to go into the dark and damp basement anymore. We have cordoned off one room for a nursery for future Gentry's. The kitchen is roomier and we even have a microwave. Amazingly fast meals.
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It is time for another chat.
I called Addison in and this time she wasn't being childish. I think being the oldest and the first to graduate has made her grow up. I had seen it even if I wasn't here all the time. She has it in her. I know it.
As I spoke to my oldest daughter, she seemed to be very receptive. Then she told me that because she could see what the clean water did for people she wanted to go into the medical field and to figure out how to clean up the water supply. With the cleaner air that Flo had created and adding clean water to that, people may live even longer. Healthcare would once again be available. I was so proud of my daughter. She had certainly grown into a responsible woman in spite of me.
Then she surprised me even more. She told me I should seek out their father and try to make a life with him or maybe get a place of my own. I deserved a chance at happiness for all that I had done. I was certainly shocked at what I thought was a self-centered child. She insisted so I will not be updating my journal any longer. This is my last post. I will watch my children from the sidelines, pretty much as I have done their whole life. Having me at home would cramp their style. I asked my sister to move in with me. I hadn't heard from Randall in some time and was afraid of what I would or wouldn't find.
Before I left, I had one more conversation with Allen. He was the youngest and would undoubtedly be hurt the worst if both me and Flo moved out. He was surprisingly nonplussed at the idea. I guess he expected it. Flo must have prepared them well. I will never be able to repay her.
Thank you Florence for your sacrifice. Addison, Whitney and Allen, always do your best. If a job is worth doing, it is worth doing well.
Your loving mother
Victoria Gentry